I feel like my whole purpose in life hasended. I hear that chatter of family and guests and it is all white noise. It all washes through me. i think this the end of so many things. I know that until it is time for me step off the treadmill of life, my Mom's passing is a catalyst to changes more deeper and profound - and that reveal themselves further each day. I don't know how this will work out but I guess that's life, right.